I have had just three experiences with Amanita Muscaria (Washington) from BBB.
My first experience was a single small cap with MJ. Nice effect.
My second and third experiences involved 10-12 grams, taken with warm water. In the second experience I ground the caps which produced a paste, in the third I simply broke up the caps. Lots of water, with some toast before hand. I did not experience any nausea with the paste and only briefly with the caps.
I was a bit tired on both occasions and on both occasions fell asleep after a couple of hours. In both experiences I awoke into what I can only vaguely describe as a awareness of being conscious to such a extent that (*&^%^&*) if you get my meaning. At times(?) this was frightening, but as soon as fear began it ended as my (*&^%^&*) returned and I returned to an experience which can only vaguely be described as : I am conscious (Therefore / Because / Whereby) I am experiencing this (thought) from the center of being.
On the third experience I experienced what I now understand to be chaotic blindness for a period during which I needed to go to the restroom and ended up going on a chair in the room. I have decided that this chair is now special and will be using it in my daily meditation.
My experience included an awareness of balls of energy expanding along a string which may have been in the form of a great circle. Internal vision was as if the projector was strobing from image to image.
On the second occasion I lacked any sense of control and experienced some fear (above) that I was stuck, eventually I fell back into sleep? and work up without any negative feelings regarding the experience.
On the third occasion I felt a small degree of control insofar as I was drawn into a realm of potential experience expansion initiated by a thought.
God is before us at all times and speaks to us in every moment of our life. He accepts, loves and supports us in all things. Our single Dharma is to reflect.
Love, Knowingness and Bliss
